Thats it. Time to start drawing.

Im graduating (unofficially, if that even makes any sense) in about a months time and I think its time I start doing my portfolio. But the thing is, Im not even sure I want to go to LaSalle. Somehow I think Im just doing it to make my mom dad and brother stop nagging at me. Because I dont know what to do. Because what I really want to do isnt possible since Im stuck here and not am not allowed to study overseas.

And then, the portfolio. I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO. My mother keeps saying “just draw whatever you want”. Um hello, its not THAT easy you know. I havent been drawing for yearssssss, and I doubt I have the patience to complete a painting.

The worst part is, my mom said she doesnt want me to waste a year to get into lasalle. Like you know, next year’s intake. BUT THEN I have a feeling Im gna get into it next year.

Ah Im in such a shit position right now.

If I had it my way, Id take a year off, travel abit (HA LIKE THATS POSSIBLE) and then do an Art History degree. Then beocme curator. THAT WOULD BE SO ACE.

Ahh while everyone is spreading the new year love to other people, I thin k Ill tell you what I did the whole of yesterday, you know, new years eve.

I went to school, had extra lessons cancelled, chillaxed with the usuals while playing taitee until abt 5pm.

went home, went to a funeral in the evening.

went home again and watched naruto till the we ehours of the morning. I didnt even realized it was 4am (and alrdy new years day) cause well, its NARUTO.

Ohwell, happy new year anyways, although I dont get whats so happy about the new year. Its just another Friday, nothing special about today.

naruto awaits. bye all.

This space needs a picture.

There you go. Picture.

If you havent been to penang, you should. Its beyond awesome, the parasailing was brill. Now I should save up for the longboard. But its so expensive :/ I dont have much money its gna take me FOREVER to save up.