Huh shit ballz my main room light is bonkers and now i have to resort to use the lamp light which is alright, but it makes my room look small. OKAY so anyway

I FINALLY DID AN ARTPIECE, NO WAIT, COMPLETED AN ARTPIECE AKA I DIDNT GIVE UP ON IT HALFWAY CAUSE I BECAME TOO BORED OR DIDNT LIKE THE DESIGN OR DECIDED ON ANOTHER DESIGN. LIKE WHAT HAPPENS OH, ALMOST ALL THE FREAKING TIME WHENEVER I ATTEMPT TO DO A PAINTING/DRAWING. Okay no, I kind of almost gave up cause some parts were just eww ugly as hell BUT I didnt throw it away, cause then my $8 canvas will go to waste. Instead I completed it. Yes its a black and white piece which doesnt really take a rocket scientist to figure out how to do proper painting with the correct shading and all and it is in oil paint. BUT THE THING IS I DIDNT FREAKING GIVE UP DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF AN ACCOMPLISHMENT THIS IS???? ITS LIKE THE BIGGEST THING EVER BESIDES HOW I WAS ABLE TO COMPLETE MY BATIK BUT THEN THAT ONE must complete la since it was my O level piece what right.

And the finished piece did not look too baaaaaaaaaaad lah. I think. But then who cares. Its ognna dry, Im gonna chuck it to one corner of the house – maybe even throw it away and my chances of that getting a nobel prize for the most pretty-yet-simple artpiece will not become a reality. How horrid.

Oh and I have to say how FCKING SCARED I WAS nabehhhhhhhh cb freaking scared i can almost die last night. I was watching the Big Bang Theory on my laptop. And then it became all silent and then I heard this humming coming from outside my room LIKE A FREAKING DISTINCT HUM – LIKE SOME LULLABY KIND OF THING – and yes DUH I put the bloody playing video thing on pause and tried to hear the hum to see if it was my *imagination* but I WAS SO SURE I HEARD IT. But then I all I did was continue watching the damn show. Oh shit.

Eh suddenly so dark outside. its only 7.52pm and its already dark. what happened to the stars ah? Ya okay bye.